I cant take this......
Right now I feel so weird.I feel like nothing that has happen in my life is real,i'm so damn consufed and i dont know what to do.I'm longing for something I use to have or maybe it was all in my head.I'm so scared I took my exam today.Today meant what's going to happen in my future.I wish I had an answer.I wish i could forget about him and take what i feel away.I dont want anymore,i dont.There's nothing more I can do.He's to far away from me...so out of reach.I miss him so much...but all I have now is memories.Memories that are not going to come back.That's the sad truth about this story.This is how it ended ....we weren't meant to be.It wasn't meant to be.Like he said maybe it's better to go our separate ways since he would never feel the same way that I feel about him.I cant take this anymore.I'm so hurt,and my life couldn't get any harder.I feel like my walls are crumbling down on me.I have so much worries and so much pressures. I feel real empty,like if part of me is gone.I keep having this dream .....it's a beautiful dream but i know it's never going to happen because it's my hear longing for it.And my heart is just a heart...and it has been lied to so many times and heck played with so m any times.But now it has the biggest scar of life.And how do i continue ,i do not know.When I was small i picture my life to be good and for me to always stay happy but now i see that is not the case.In 6 more days i'm gone.I need a break from all this.