[Filtered to Hitsugaya // Private // Unhackable]
[She looks like she's fighting down the urge to do something incredibly stupid. Her solution, whenever she wants to do something incredibly stupid, is to talk to someone who can talk her out of it. She can't ask Usagi, because it would mean admitting something to her that she simply cannot afford. She hung up on Castiel. Ulquiorra wouldn't quite understand. So that leaves her annoyingly brilliant shinigami bestie.]
I need to ask you something, and I need you to be honest. Please.
[She pauses, almost -- uncomfortable, before she just spits it out.]
What do you do to stop feeling helpless?
[Because he is the only person who will both understand how she feels and give her perspective on how to stop feeling it.]