sundown and stirring awake
today i realized how much i want to die
again
i really, really want to be dead
i really want to die
i just want to end it all
everything hurts
feels like no one loves me
'cept for those online but they never matter anyway
i'm crying now
i can't though. my kitten
she'll die without me
i'm living for a cat that's so pathetic
i want to leave school
do something
get out of here
either that or die
i don't have any choice anymore do i
why did i listen to you mel?
at the train station
with my bags packed
nowhere to go to but the city
why did i listen
why did i do that/
would i be better off there?
i'm so scared of myself.