2 Drabbles
Falls Apart- Hurt
I’ve fallen so many times and it feels like I may never climb back up. It’s to the point where it hurts now to even move….
My body lies here broken and bleeding. And I’ve done it for you.. Why oh why can’t you see I did it for you. It was always for you.
I gave you everything. And now I am truly left with nothing.
This pain has consumed me to the point of pure desperation and helplessness. I hurt, I limp, I bleed and you still beg or my execution..
I should think it should be more fun for you sadists to see me slowly die as I am..
If I truly was gone, what would you do? Who would you then gnash your teeth and spit at?
You need me… far more than I need you.
You have all destroyed me. I am a broken, crying, sad excuse of a man.
And if I had it all to do over again……. I wouldn’t give you anything…. You would get nothing from me. If you were crying broken and bleeding, I would not look away, I would not find you help.. I would laugh and spit upon you, as you have done to me….
Saturdays- Chevelle
When we were boys you were my hero. You taught me everything I had ever known…. But now, now you are all that I despise. You have used me, you have beaten me down. You have profited from my pain… Oh, how I wish I could go back to the time, where my young smiling face looked up at you in pure adoration… Now I look at you as a beaten, addicted, jaded fool. You have taken all that I have ever loved and poisoned it… I am tainted. I am used. The lie and dreams of my youth have been torn away, and in it’s place, a sad and brutal truth…. Your greatest dreams turn into your most realistic nightmares.