Off the Hook- Part Two
TITLE: Off the Hook 2/?
AUTHOR: Marsarmygurl
RATING: NC-17 (Lot's of smuttiness in this chappy)
PAIRING: Zacky Baker/Brian Haner Jr. & Jared Leto/Brian Haner Jr.
FANDOM: RPS/Avenged Sevenfold/30 Seconds to Mars
SUMMARY: Zacky starts to question Brian's actions and turns to a close friend for answers.
WARNINGS: Graphic slash, angst, sad Zacky, jerk Brian, slutty Jared (is there any other kind?).
DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of the members of Avenged Sevenfold or 30 Seconds to Mars. This was written strictly for the amusement of my readers and myself. I make no financial gain, whatsoever from this, honest to God. Nothing written here is meant to offend.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: This was written for the prompt 'Trust' from my prompt table. The title and idea for the story comes from the song 'Off the Hook' by Barenaked Ladies. At first I was thinking it would just be a simple Synacky one shot drabble, but it seems to have turned into a little more than that. Jared's presence in the fic was not something planned upon at all. He just kind of snuck in there, and seemed such a perfect fit, I didn't have the heart to write him out of it. I'm kind of excited about this one, so I hope you like it, and please give whatever feedback you can! Thanks!
Zack hadn’t thought he’d be as crushed as he actually was when he woke up in the morning and Brian wasn’t asleep on the sofa. He felt even worse when he realized that Brian wasn’t anywhere in the house. Part of him knew that he should be angry and suspicious that he didn’t know where Brian was. But mostly he was just sad and disappointed.
Truthfully, Zack was expecting to wake up and find his boyfriend in the kitchen making breakfast. Zack would come up behind him, while he cooked at the stove, and wrap his arms around his waist, kissing his neck. Brian would turn around and slightly whisper, “I’m so sorry, baby.” Then they’d kiss and all would be forgiven…
Of course realistically that was a bullshit fantasy.
And through the haze of Zack’s truly romantic nature, deep deep down in the pit of his stomach, he knew this.
He and Brian had some serious relationship issues that wouldn’t be cured by any amount of neck kisses and whispered apologies. Zack needed to make sure Brian understood where he was coming from, and Brian needed to clear the air properly.
Right now, their ability to communicate was shit. And the only way to fix that would be to get Brian in the same room as him.
Three calls to Brian’s cell phone proved that it had been turned off. Which aggravated Zack, as hard as he tried to not let it. Especially after last nights events, Brian should have figured that Zack would be trying to get in touch with him. And quite honestly, Brian really didn’t have any real reason to not be the one getting in touch in the first place. Brian was in the wrong, not Zack.
And Zack was pretty sure anyone looking at the scenario objectively would agree with him.
Calling out another persons name during sex was a no no, everyone knew that.
If Brian hadn’t spent the night at home, the million dollar question was where else he would have spent the night? And more importantly, with whom?
Zack was pretty sure he knew, or at the very least hoped he knew.
When it came to Brian’s whereabouts he wasn’t as sure as he used to be.
The familiar drive to Jimmy’s house felt longer than usual. Of course usually he went to Jimmy’s house in anticipation of going to a huge extravagant party, or spending time with one of his closest long-time friends, or just getting completely hammered out of his mind. However, it was a different circumstance this time: He wasn’t going to Jimmy’s house for a good time, he was going to the house for answers.
Zack had decided from the get go to show up to the house unannounced. Just in case for some odd reason Brian was avoiding him, he could catch him off guard and force him to talk, but as he walked the short distance from his car to Jimmy’s front door, he was a little unsure of himself.
Did he really want to have this kind of conversation in front of Jimmy?
Did he really even want to make things this awkward?
Zack sighed as his finger pressed against the door bell. It was too late for second thoughts, this needed to be done, and the sooner the better, even if that meant pulling poor Jimmy into the middle of their fucked up little relationship problems. On all accounts, Brian probably already had.
Jimmy appeared to be slightly surprised to see Zack standing on his front stoop. But seemed to shake it off quickly enough.
“Zacky buddy, what’s up?”
“I’m here to see Brian.”
Jimmy paused for a second, raising his brow in question.
“Brian? You should have called first Zack. He’s not here.”
“With all due respect Jimmy, I know my boyfriend, and I know that you’re his best friend. And because you’re his best friend I know that he comes to you whenever he’s having problems that he can’t discuss with me. And since he didn’t come home last night, and I definitely consider what happened between us last night being a problem that he doesn’t want to discuss with me, I’m assuming he spent the night here, with you. Hence me being here on your doorstep unannounced. Am I horribly off, Jimmy, or is that about right?”
Jimmy blinked for a moment trying to process everything that was just said to him, before opening the door and ushering Zack inside.
“Sorry Bud, I’m being a dick. Why don’t you come in.”
Jimmy’s house was just as much the disorganized dump as Zacky remembered it, and he knew his friend wouldn’t have ever kept his apartment any other way. Even when Jimmy’s girlfriend was living with him, back in the day, his apartment was always a thing of horror and fascination to Zack.
After moving a pile of foul smelling clothes to the nearby coffee table, Zack sat down on the sofa.
“So, now that we got the formalities all out of the way, is Brian here?”
The other man sat on the a chair opposite Zack, looking a bit stricken.
“Honest to God, Zacky. I wasn’t lying. He’s really not here. I wish I could help you out, but I thought he was going back to your house.”
Zack’s face fell involuntarily with disappointment.
“He was here though? Last night?”
Again Jimmy’s expression looked stricken, like he wasn’t sure what he should say.
“He spent the night, but he left really early in the morning. I have no clue where he went. Did you try his cell?”
Zack nodded emphatically, desperately trying to keep his emotions in check in front of Jimmy.
“Of course. I think he turned it off. It’s just going straight to voicemail… I don’t know what to do!”
The younger man looked back up at Jimmy pleadingly. “Did he tell you why he was upset? Did he tell you anything?”
Jimmy shook his head sadly in reply. “Just that you two had a fight and he couldn’t stay at the house.”
Zacky could feel the tears burning at the back of his eyes, forcing their way to the surface, after a moment of fighting them, he became exhausted and just let them fall. His head fell into his hands as he quietly sobbed, all of his pent up fears over Brian’s infidelity suddenly becoming a reality.
“ I don’t understand…. I don’t know what I did, Jimmy. All I did was love him with all my heart. I trusted everything he told me…. Everything… Even when things didn’t make sense, or I could tell he was lying to me, I just stupidly pushed it aside…. I was afraid that if I said anything, I would just push him farther away…”
Zacky tried to control his breathing in between the sobs that still wracked his body before continuing.
“Finally when I started to ask questions…. When it all became too big to ignore, he just shut me out… Like I wasn’t worth giving an explanation to.. Like I was the bad boyfriend for even asking him what was wrong… I don’t understand where his head is Jimmy. I don’t understand how he could let what we had just fall apart like this….. I love him so much. I just want a chance to fix things… To put them back the way they were…But it‘s like he doesn‘t even want to give me that chance.. I don‘t even know where he is….”
Jimmy stood there, dumbfounded, watching one of his closest friends and band mates, fall apart in front of his eyes. The older mans face held an expression of internal torment, desperately trying to decide what the right thing to do was… After taking a deep breath, he bent down near Zacky and started to rub the mans back soothingly.
“I know where he is, Zack.”
Zacky looked up at Jimmy, his cheeks stained with tears, eyes red.
“You do? I thought…. I thought you said….”
“Forget about what I said…” He gave Zack a look of pure guilt.
“I lied. I was trying to protect him, but I’m not sure anymore how much he actually deserves being protected.”
Zack wiped the tears from his eyes,
“Where is he Jimmy?”
Jimmy grabbed his crumpled coat off of it’s designated spot on the floor.
“C’mon, I’ll drive.”
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Brian’s head fell back against the head board as he gasped for air, idly running his hands through soft dark hair.
Jared Leto sat between his legs, Brian’s cock hitting the back of his throat, small feral noises escaping his mouth as he ferociously swallowed the length of the man in front of him. Brian’s gasps turned into a high-pitch whining sound, as he tried to hold himself off just a bit longer, but with the combination of the noises Jared was making, his exquisitely talented tongue rubbing the very tip of his dick JUST right, and the gentle scrape of teeth along the underside, Brian knew he was going to blow his load any second.
“Fuck, J. Yes, sooo good. Gonna….. Gotta cum baby.”
Jared shot the younger man a wicked little grin as he increased the suction on Brian’s erection, taking every last inch.
“Fuuuuuuuuuck!” was Brian’s response as his hips snapped forward and he emptied everything he had into Jared’s awaiting mouth.
The man known to the world as Synyster Gates lay back satiated on the large bed, dazedly watching as the other man placed hot open mouthed kisses up his torso.
Brian felt like he was caught in a dream.
Every time he found himself here, with Jared like this, he had trouble coming to grips that this was actually his reality.
Jared with his thin lithe body, slim hips, large gorgeous blue eyes, and such an achingly beautiful face…. They were all his… well at least for this moment in time they were, his to do with what he pleased.
For years now, Jared Leto had been Brian’s secret jerk off fantasy.
Jimmy and Brian had been discussing it after one long afternoon of drinking. Jimmy had started drunkenly babbling about sexual fantasies that he had never told Leana about. Somewhere it went to favorite jerk-off fantasies, to which Jimmy had replied either Kathy Griffith in ‘Muppets in Space’ or Brad Pitt in ‘Fight Club‘. Brian had laughed for about 10 minutes at the ‘Muppets in Space’ admission, but once Jimmy asked him anxiously for the names of the people Zack didn’t know Brian fantasized about, Brian only had one name.
“Jared Leto.”
“Ooooh. Good one. Particular movie?”
Brian had just shook his head as he took another swig of his beer.
“Not really.. I just think he’s fucking hot.”
Jimmy nodded his head, closing his eyes for a moment.
“Fuck yeah, he has the tightest little ass I’ve ever seen too. And you can tell he can give great head, just by looking at his mouth. Made for sucking cock.”
Brian had only chuckled in reply.
Yeah, he could visualize that alright….
Now, that jerk off fantasy was literally a reality, crawling up his body, hungry blue eyes fixed on Brian’s captivated brown ones. The younger man’s breath hitched in his throat as a warm wet tongue trailed from the indent of his belly button all the way up to the side of his neck.
“Fuck Brian…. I’m so addicted to your body.”
Jared’s hot breath against the guitarists neck sent a sudden shudder of anticipation down his spine.
“I want you to fuck me so bad…. Can you do that baby? Fuck me till I scream your name?” He muttered as he gently nibbled on Brian’s collar bone.
Somehow Brian managed to find his voice as his hands caressed the sides of his lovers body.
“Yeah baby J. That can be arranged… Especially when you ask so prettily.”
Jared couldn’t help but smirk at the huskiness in the young guitarists voice. He continued nipping at Brian’s sharp jaw line as his hand traveled the distance down to the other man’s straining erection. After a few firm strokes, a single finger ran over the very tip, collecting a single drop of precum. Brian gasped out loud as he watched the cum covered finger makes it’s way past Jared’s soft pink lips. The singers blue eyes were almost black with lust as he sat back, straddling Brian’s lower abdomen twirling his slick tongue around the digit, and then completely sucking it into his mouth.
“Is this prettily enough for you, Synyster Gates?”
“Fuck I need to touch you!” Brian exclaimed as his hands firmly grabbed Jared by the hips, ready to flip him onto his back, and into position.
“Nuh Uh..” Jared sing songed in reply, pinning the larger mans hands over his head.
“I’m on top today, big man.”
Brian looked up at the dark haired man, confusion flooding his face.
“You’re going to top me?”
Jared stared at Brian wordlessly for several long moments. Just admiring the older mans sculpted body, and incredibly gorgeous sharp features. Finally another sly smirk found it’s way onto the singers face as he bit his lip, in an attempt to feign some kind of innocence.
“Just trust me, baby.”
Brian laid his head back on the mound of pillows and watched wordlessly as Jared pushed his own fingers into his mouth. Tongue swirling around the digits every once in awhile for Brian’s viewing pleasure. Brian’s pupils dilated even further at the realization of what Jared had meant when he said he was going to be “on top”.
Brian’s large hands again came to frame Jared’s small slim hips as the older man raised himself off of Brian slightly, and the two saliva slick fingers disappeared into the actors unprepared entrance.
Brian laid there breathlessly entranced by the smaller man who lewdly fingered himself atop of him.
Jared’s head was tilted back, mouth slightly open, eyes closed.
Brian felt like he was in a porn movie.. Fuck it. This was far and away better than any porno he had ever seen.
Suddenly Jared’s head snapped up and his eyes opened, pinning Brian firmly with his dark lustful gaze.
“I need you inside me. Now.”
The younger man chuckled low in his throat.
“You are such a shameless little slut, J. This is the fourth time in 5 hours.”
He helped lift the slim hips onto his thick straining manhood, mesmerized by the sight of Jared’s open mouthed expression as his body slowly swallowed Brian’s impressive length.
“God…. I am so not complaining at all though…” Brian breathed out deeply, once again lost in the feeling of the intense warmth that surrounded him.. And..
“Tight…. God, you’re so fucking tight, baby. Feel so incredible inside you…”
It was Brian’s turn to tilt his head back and close his eyes as the lean hips and body above him writhed and undulated in an completely perfect rhythm.
Suddenly Brian’s brown eyes shot open as he felt his jaw grabbed forcefully.
Jared’s eyes were almost on fire…
“Look… at…me…don’t.. close… your…fucking…..eyes” He breathed out between gritted teeth, pinning Brian with his intense stare.
Jared Leto was by far the kinkiest, most fucked up human being Brian Haner Jr. had ever met, and he was completely unequivocally addicted to him.
This was heaven right now, like this…
Nothing else existed but the two of them…. And this feeling…. This incredibly intense heat that was swallowing him up over and over and over again.
It had never been this good before……
Nothing had ever been this good before…
Brian felt the subtle shudder running through Jared’s body, but kept his own stare locked with that of his lover.
Sex had a whole different type of intimacy like this. Every single part of you was completely locked and entangled with the other person. It was a completely distinctive level of intensity that Brian had never discovered with anyone else, even Zacky.
“More Brian…. Fuck, give me more.”
Brian could see Jared was having trouble just putting that single sentence together, as his body continued to shake as Brian’s cock rubbed against his prostate with every thrust.
Brian’s firm grip on Jared’s hips tightened as he began brutally lifting up the almost weightless body, and slamming it back down onto his cock….
“What my baby wants, my baby gets.”
Jared’s reply was a combination of loud shrieks and deep growls which soon turned into quiet sobs as he got closer to his breaking point.
One of Brian’s hands found it’s way to Jared’s large leaking erection and started to firmly stroke it in time with the movements of his hips.
“You’re so beautiful like this baby. So beautiful when you’re falling apart at the seams. Such a beautiful little fuck up.”
Jared was passed being able to process a proper response to Brian’s words, but through it all, he kept his blue eyes fixed on the larger man's, almost daring him to look away…
But Brian didn’t..
This seemed to rock Jared’s composure as much as the actual sex.
He gasped loudly as his body stiffened.
Brian’s hand and chest becoming completely covered in Jared’s release.
The clenching and aftershocks of Jared’s orgasm bringing Brian over the edge shortly after.
He found himself screaming the actors name as he released everything he had into the body on top of him, as Jared absentmindedly stroked the side of Brian's face, breathlessly whispering something he couldn’t make out.
Both men lay there for a moment, completely boneless.
Finally, Brian sat up, pulling Jared’s face towards his, kissing him so slowly and sweetly, that warning lights started to go off in the back of his head.
Those warnings were swiftly forgotten as Jared started to kiss him back, their tongues as entangled as their bodies.
Brian was still inside Jared, as he started planting light kisses all over the older mans face. Jared’s hands were in his hair, as his kisses moved to Jared’s slender shoulder.
Brian opened his eyes momentarily looking towards the window.
And there, staring back at him, through Jared Leto’s slightly opened bedroom window were the wide green eyes of Zachary Baker...