why why me
so yea this weekend was fun with joe that is but today was shitty jenny once again has made me cry i dont know why i still love her cause she continues to keep hurting me i just feel like maybe this coming weekend i should maybe go on a date or something to get my mind off of her i would give anything to have everything how it was. but i geuss i am just a stupid fucking jack ass i gave up everything to come live out here to be with her every day and now its sucks... i have no friends and now i have no girlfriend.i think i should crawl in a hole and die.