this isn't a love song.

[mars_confusion]

do you know what lies behind
these cold eyes
do you know what i wish
you could know.

and its feeding off of me again
falling further into this hole
this glamorus place
itchy again, chills again, just sick again.

but it feels so good
to be so sick.
but it feels so good
to drown like this.

oh and the alarm is going off
just another day
oh and the alarm takes off
reminding me im not closer

and each lie its another secret
and its just another smile
yeah im fine
still running, but im fine

you won't know why
you won't even care
but ill let you know
that today i love you.

twisted stories indie movies
they never started with the perfect word
and they never settled the torment i knew nothing of
just that girl, dead in the eyes of perfection.

and here i sit
alone, but drowning in pleasure
watching it all fall
below me, and i couldn't say it

but i love you.
yeah i guess i do.
the darkness that frightened me once
i love you.

and ill be sick tomorrow
because i love you too much
and ill feel like shit for a while
because, yeah i love you too much.

<3 Tam