STAY THE FUCK OUT!
I'm worried, it seems like old things are creeping their way back into my life and i happen to be quite happy where i am... well most of the time and i just wish it'd go the fuck away!
Ah... my dad flipped out at me again yesterday. Just cuz i don't have a job. I know okay, i need one. Believe me i know. I'm the one who has to look into her wallet every day and refrain from buying food when i'm hungry because i know that means it's two more gallons of gas i can't buy and therefore, less nights i can go out. Ah, i can't wait til my grad party. Cuz i know my family is all going to donate to my 'starving artist fund'. It'll be nice to maybe buy myself one cd, before i start not spending money on myself again. But i mean, w/e, i guess i should get used to it since that's how my life is gonna be, not buying myself what i want so that i can stay living lol.
I can't fucking wait to leave... it's getting closer and closer!
(and i love how some people don't seem to realize i am leaving and aren't spending any last minute time with me... but meh, w/e i'm not gonna worry about it. That's their own problem.)
now i'm gonna go downstairs and try desperately to avoid my father. I really can't take this. (main reason i can't wait to leave)
Ah... my dad flipped out at me again yesterday. Just cuz i don't have a job. I know okay, i need one. Believe me i know. I'm the one who has to look into her wallet every day and refrain from buying food when i'm hungry because i know that means it's two more gallons of gas i can't buy and therefore, less nights i can go out. Ah, i can't wait til my grad party. Cuz i know my family is all going to donate to my 'starving artist fund'. It'll be nice to maybe buy myself one cd, before i start not spending money on myself again. But i mean, w/e, i guess i should get used to it since that's how my life is gonna be, not buying myself what i want so that i can stay living lol.
I can't fucking wait to leave... it's getting closer and closer!
(and i love how some people don't seem to realize i am leaving and aren't spending any last minute time with me... but meh, w/e i'm not gonna worry about it. That's their own problem.)
now i'm gonna go downstairs and try desperately to avoid my father. I really can't take this. (main reason i can't wait to leave)