May 01, 2005 19:39
You know what i've decided, i'm not going to say anything, i'm not going to think anything, i'm just going to put all the thoughts i keep thinking in the back of my mind. It bothers me too much and it distracts me too much.
Today has been quite an odd day... Last day of OWL(our whole lives aka sex ed). EXTREMELY sad up the whazzoo. Had to say good bye to my amazing teachers who are both like in their thirties but are amazingly awesome. It was a great class and i graduated... yeah, not hard at all to graduate, you just had to show up. Wait, I think getting up at 8 every sunday is hard so never mind. Um... yes then Youth Group... well, we actually made some decisions today. I was suprised. but no... it was weird, Mike used my foot as a pillow... it was really odd and... yeah... oddness. SO! Then i got picked up by my mother and she informs me that my car is broken. I'M SO PISSED! I'm doing all this work just do earn that damn car and it's broken! wtf... but they said they would fix it before i get it. Then i came home and painted from 1-5:45 nonstop. It was intense. I got soooo much done. The entire first coat is done on the walls and i started the second and the front hall is completely done. Yah know, everyone should see how huge my living room is. It's awful. It has sooo many weird edges and shit. It's fucking annoying but i need a car damn it. AHHH! I need a job. I want a job, i want to be able to buy things for my friends. I don't want to mooch off of my parents anymore. It's getting so annoying. As much as i hate money, i have to admit i need it. I need to start saving for college and such. mmm... i hate money...
wow, my entries of late have been sooo poorly written, i promise to get better!