just say it
i know why i was upset. youre in my nightmares now.
i want you close, too close. you pull away and i resent you. we run in circles. i want to give you space, but im so afraid of this awkward silence. im afraid we'll fall into that space between us.
i can feel you drifting away.
you said your heart was mine. is it? it may be but that heart isnt beating with the vitality it once did. i miss you already. i feel needy, dependant.
we once were co-dependant.
i often feel you resent me, i scream about your indifference because its further proof my bewildering theories are all correct.
i cry because i know i cant keep you. you dont belong to me in the way that i am forever yours alone.
i dont want you to go, but i know you're packing your bags. i can tell by the way you laugh, by the way your smile is to cover the irritation in your voice. you dont look into my eyes with adoration, wonder.
id rather your words cut through my heart, tear it into shreds and knots, than have us pretending we're not dying.
i want you close, too close. you pull away and i resent you. we run in circles. i want to give you space, but im so afraid of this awkward silence. im afraid we'll fall into that space between us.
i can feel you drifting away.
you said your heart was mine. is it? it may be but that heart isnt beating with the vitality it once did. i miss you already. i feel needy, dependant.
we once were co-dependant.
i often feel you resent me, i scream about your indifference because its further proof my bewildering theories are all correct.
i cry because i know i cant keep you. you dont belong to me in the way that i am forever yours alone.
i dont want you to go, but i know you're packing your bags. i can tell by the way you laugh, by the way your smile is to cover the irritation in your voice. you dont look into my eyes with adoration, wonder.
id rather your words cut through my heart, tear it into shreds and knots, than have us pretending we're not dying.