Apr 01, 2010 02:07
i feel like im in limbo waiting to move home to florida. times dragged by slowly and now im back in two weeks. its amazing. im gonna get into paramedic school and further my career. and wehn im done with that i should be able to get on with marion county as a medic and theyll sned me to fire school and i can still live in gainesville, work there, and then when the hiring freeze with alachua county is over hopefully ill be able to get on with ACFR.
but... leaving a certain person here is killing me. it scares me to death. my friends? ilol fucking miss you all. we have had some good times.
change just freaks me out. and by leaving i feel like im giving up even if where im going ill be progressing.