Feb 04, 2009 21:00
id like to go through the ages back to when i started this thing and find all those silly little songs i used to post on here. cause i dont think theyre anywhere else. i wonder if theres any id actually like.
when tonight is over, yesterday is all we got, i hope you made it count, cause i know
I made it count.
why does my body refuse to want to sleep regardless of how fucking tired i am? this shit has got to stop. test one of EMT out of the way and i have a fuckin a in the class. go me. im happy about it.i gotta do better though. i want at least a 95 on the next test of i will be pissed. this weekend.... light rail adventure and renaisance fair then study study study.
why the fuck does like feel emptier and emptier with progression? its getting to me. this feeling. i wonder if ill ever be happy. i want to be. im trying to be. i think maybe its just the loneliness right now. i dont know. im going crazy. this is all getting old. i feel to old.