Nov 21, 2005 17:45
What happened to me? Why do I feel so old? Why do I think too much about things? ...wait...am I doing that right now?
I realized that I've been feeling so old because I've been thrust into adulthood. Right out of college, I had to live on my own...had to find a way to stay in Maryland. I had to live paycheck to paycheck, ride an hour to work each morning, and deal with my sister. Then, I had to deal with the eviction. I came home to find all my stuff on the lawn with no warning, and my sister not paying rent for two months, and not having paid it ontime...EVER. I've been thrust into this stressful world, where I am worried all the time about everything.
So, let's make me a kid again. Let's make me feel better about just letting lose about life. I've been growing up too fast...too soon, and I'm sick of it...SO SICK OF IT.
WHO"S WITH ME!!!???