Dec 03, 2003 20:07
What was once an open throbbing bleeding wound is now a healing but still throbbing wound. Will take a long time to heal. To give up so much for something you thought was right and suddenly to find out that what you thought was so solid runs through your hands so simply, for lack of firm chosen substance... To realize you gave it all up for a person you suddenly don't know at all, all you know is that you don't know what he'll do next. What kind of person he'll be.
yes, its a dull throb now but a throb none the less. I would say "Watch out for yourself, Mel" but it wouldn't do any good. So I won't say it. I will pull myself away from you, because yes, you cause only pain in the end. You are the little book in Revalation, that tastes as honey in my mouth but feels bitter in my stomach.