a REAL update!
I was sick all last week with the flu, eww. No puking thank god, but a LOT of lower respatory congestion and coughing made it hard to breathe, and some nausea, and a fever, and ta-da! I felt like crap. Coughing all over the place, feeling achy all over, feverish, and just generally sick. It started the night before my birthday party with some serious aches that I attributed to fibromyalgia, and continued into my birthday with major aches and some trouble breathing. Luckily not that many people showed up or stayed long for my birthday, so I went home at sixish and watched tv and was sick. Gavin took care of me the rest of the day. Gavin was really nice and came over once a day to check on me during the week and stayed for the whole day on monday and a few hours on my birthday to take care of me. Hugs always help my aches. Yes I KNOW me and him broke up but he knows I am not going to be going back to him, we're just good friends now, which brings up that topic, so, ONWARD!!
Me and Gavin broke up. I dumped him. *ignores the dances of glee and raspberries and other gestures from the peanut gallery* Something just wasn't clicking, no matter how hard I wanted it to, and I did want to it, really. Just that spiritual thing that you can't control and.. I just got to a point that I didn't feel I could push past and enter into the feild of eternal bliss and glee... And I'm having emotional problems of my own so regardless of all of the above reasons stated, I need to be alone now to prevent hurting anyone or myself more. I just need time to heal myself and make myself whole. I dont' wnat to be signifigant, I dont want to be anymore to someone than a friend. Anything more is too much pressure. So friendship is really all I can offer anyone at the moment. I'm a horrible selfish bitch. ONWARDS!!
Went to comic con this weekend. Got dehydrated from sweating from there being so many damn people there, so i felt ill and had to sit down like twenty times. Gavin was awesome and got me drink when Ineeded it. I got a set of three mini swords they are so cool. and for my birthday gift, Gavin got me two bracelets, one of which has little jingly bells on it, the other has a ring and then a bracelet, and flowery metal links that cover my hand in between, they are BEAUTIFUL and I love them. Just playing with the jingly one in my hand when I'm thinking is rather soothing really. Next year me and whoever wishes to join me are going to go wait in line and get good seats and watch the Masquerade because the party where you watch it on a "huge" screen sucks ass. the screen isn't even movie theater sized, its hardly big screen tv sized... anyway. yeah I am gonna do that next year. So other than being sick and tired and feeling like passing out about five times during the day, Comic Con was a lot of fun. Didn't buy much, but it was fun all the same. And thats whats important, I got out of the house, I had some fun, what more could i ask for? I wanna go to a Ren fair sometime... hm. ONWARDS!!
lastly, I thought up a title for my book. Its "May The Weak Be Strong" considering it concerns somebody finding the stregnth to do something they didn't think they could, and rather at the last minute. Let me know what you all think.. though be CONSTRUCTIVE no destructive, please. thank you much!
And now with taht major update done, I've been sick, gotten better, gone to Comic Con, and done a whoooooooole lotta sleeping and now, I'm off to keep rereading Harry potter and looking for clues and theories because I'm an obsessed freak. See ya'll later.
Me and Gavin broke up. I dumped him. *ignores the dances of glee and raspberries and other gestures from the peanut gallery* Something just wasn't clicking, no matter how hard I wanted it to, and I did want to it, really. Just that spiritual thing that you can't control and.. I just got to a point that I didn't feel I could push past and enter into the feild of eternal bliss and glee... And I'm having emotional problems of my own so regardless of all of the above reasons stated, I need to be alone now to prevent hurting anyone or myself more. I just need time to heal myself and make myself whole. I dont' wnat to be signifigant, I dont want to be anymore to someone than a friend. Anything more is too much pressure. So friendship is really all I can offer anyone at the moment. I'm a horrible selfish bitch. ONWARDS!!
Went to comic con this weekend. Got dehydrated from sweating from there being so many damn people there, so i felt ill and had to sit down like twenty times. Gavin was awesome and got me drink when Ineeded it. I got a set of three mini swords they are so cool. and for my birthday gift, Gavin got me two bracelets, one of which has little jingly bells on it, the other has a ring and then a bracelet, and flowery metal links that cover my hand in between, they are BEAUTIFUL and I love them. Just playing with the jingly one in my hand when I'm thinking is rather soothing really. Next year me and whoever wishes to join me are going to go wait in line and get good seats and watch the Masquerade because the party where you watch it on a "huge" screen sucks ass. the screen isn't even movie theater sized, its hardly big screen tv sized... anyway. yeah I am gonna do that next year. So other than being sick and tired and feeling like passing out about five times during the day, Comic Con was a lot of fun. Didn't buy much, but it was fun all the same. And thats whats important, I got out of the house, I had some fun, what more could i ask for? I wanna go to a Ren fair sometime... hm. ONWARDS!!
lastly, I thought up a title for my book. Its "May The Weak Be Strong" considering it concerns somebody finding the stregnth to do something they didn't think they could, and rather at the last minute. Let me know what you all think.. though be CONSTRUCTIVE no destructive, please. thank you much!
And now with taht major update done, I've been sick, gotten better, gone to Comic Con, and done a whoooooooole lotta sleeping and now, I'm off to keep rereading Harry potter and looking for clues and theories because I'm an obsessed freak. See ya'll later.