Week 12ish- In Which Marra Falls Off The Wagon, And Gains Three Pounds.
It was not an auspicious week for not cheating. It was AWFUL I just went all bah, and ate whatever and it was utterly awful. However, I learned my lesson, and the three pounds should come back off rather easily I think. More or less I am taking a sabbatical, to focus most entirely on this diet. Other than family stuff, and a couple of other minor obligations, I am going to be mostly in my house, and at my group meetings for a couple of weeks or more, just to get a good focus and grip going on this program again. I even quit my babysitting gig that I had going once a week, because I realized that being in a house with yummy kids foods was too toxic an environment for me right now. That was part of my problem, I have very little resolve it seems when faced with "free" corndogs. I know, nothing is free, it costs me calories, etc, but as in, I don't have to pay for it. In a shop I can avoid buying junk, but when its just there, and I can have it, right now, I get all frusterated and impulsive. Yes, I do actually really have ADD, btw, so thats a valid reason why I have trouble controlling my eating in a macaroni filled environment. So, I am up three pounds this week, it is unfortunate but next week there will be good news, I promise.
Also, I hope you enjoyed the fun graphic. I had to have something to illustrate me falling off the wagon.