Nov 27, 2013 02:51
but I am so heartsick of getting stiffed by local employers that I just want to lay down and cry. I ask for prayers and good thoughts that the check I am owed for over a month's work will come in as the nightmare company has promised. I am tired of "lost checks" and nightmare clients. I am so sick of this that I just want to throw up. I need to stop thinking of the other times this has happened, but this one just CANNOT be left unpaid. I am SOUL WEARY of this, I really am. If I have to go to court, I will, but I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I SHOULD HAVE TO, and why I keep getting screwed by only Singaporeans. You'd think I should be more wary of people who aren't even in the same country, but NO, I trust them more; I only get screwed over every time I trust my own countrymen.
I can't sleep. I'm just sitting here gagging at this choke in my throat at 3am.
I don't know what to do anymore. I just want what I've put into this job to come back to me, as I deserve, as was put into the contract, AS IT SHOULD BE.
MAKE IT SO. MAKE IT SO. MAKE IT SO.
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