Continued!
I'm back, it's just quite a bit later than I planned on being here. Anyway, I went to the theatre with Lisa and Ben. We saw Queen of the Damned. That movie was incredibly pathetic. It is an insult to have stayed and watched the whole thing. An insult to Anne Rice, who wrote two marvelous books that were crammed into two not-so-marvelous hours. The story was butchered, characters removed from storyline, characters randomly introduced without meaning or purpose, characters that were in the book, important secondary characters, that were not in the movie. The entire storyline was mutilated beyond belief. That is the worst movie I have ever paid to go see, if you have $4.50 that you don't like and 2 hours you hate just as equally, go have fun torturing yourself.
On to other things. As soon as Ben dropped Lisa off at her house, she must have called, because when I got back 10 minutes later, my Dad said she had called. She and I talked for a while, and I told her how I felt about a lot of things. Afterward I told her I was going to go eat. Not two minutes later she called me back crying and began to say she had no one that understood her. I got fed up and told her to go make friends that do, talking to me won't make them appear. I told her that she needed to find other people to talk to when she was feeling down as well, I am tired of being the only person she runs to. I may seem cold about this, but after 2 years of being the only person to listen to somewhat the same problems, I am getting fed up with it. Hopefully she makes friends with someone who will listen to her and feel more sympathetic toward these kinda of things. I am really wanting her to develop some kind of world outside of the two of us. Hopefully we get through this, I am not getting as much enjoyment out of our time together as I used to, and I think she feels the same way. *sigh* I hope things work out, I really do enjoy the relationship I have with her, I just am really anxious for her to grow up and finally become mature about a lot of things. I also really hope I can get through these times with her, I do love her very much, I just don't know how much longer I can tolerate this stuff.
On to other things. As soon as Ben dropped Lisa off at her house, she must have called, because when I got back 10 minutes later, my Dad said she had called. She and I talked for a while, and I told her how I felt about a lot of things. Afterward I told her I was going to go eat. Not two minutes later she called me back crying and began to say she had no one that understood her. I got fed up and told her to go make friends that do, talking to me won't make them appear. I told her that she needed to find other people to talk to when she was feeling down as well, I am tired of being the only person she runs to. I may seem cold about this, but after 2 years of being the only person to listen to somewhat the same problems, I am getting fed up with it. Hopefully she makes friends with someone who will listen to her and feel more sympathetic toward these kinda of things. I am really wanting her to develop some kind of world outside of the two of us. Hopefully we get through this, I am not getting as much enjoyment out of our time together as I used to, and I think she feels the same way. *sigh* I hope things work out, I really do enjoy the relationship I have with her, I just am really anxious for her to grow up and finally become mature about a lot of things. I also really hope I can get through these times with her, I do love her very much, I just don't know how much longer I can tolerate this stuff.