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Driving away from the wreck of the day
And the lights always red in the rearview
Desperately close to the coffin of hope
I cheat destiny just to be near you.
I drove all the way home from Kent today and I had a lot of time to think.
It was wonderful.
Everyone else in the car eventually fell asleep and it was just me and my tunes :)
I loved it.
Sometimes I just get in these contemplative moods and I think about absolutely everything.
Probably think too much...because that's what I do
Over analyze EVERYTHING....and think till I can't think anymore
Oh well.
I'm in such a weird mood right now.
It's 1:20 in the morning and I just drove 2 1/2 hrs so you think I'd be tired, but strangely enough, I'm quite awake and feeling pensive.
Too bad it's late and no one probably cares to have a long conversation with me about random stuff.
And I'm feeling kinda lonely which I have no idea why...but then again most emotions aren't rational
Sometimes you seem to have really amazing friends and people who feel the same way about things as you do, yet you feel so alone in the world.
And every now and then, I get hit with it.
It's like no matter what, you won't be able to ever fully make sense to another person
I dont know..its a hard feeling to understand unless you've felt it before.
I find myself really wanting to be with Zachary right now. For some reason, I really miss him.
It's probably because he was on my mind a lot today while I was in Kent.
I feel like if I had a hug from him right now, I could go to sleep.
Oh well.
Another restless night for me.
Please don't drive me home tonight
Cause I don't want to feel alone...
Peace,
Marissa
And the lights always red in the rearview
Desperately close to the coffin of hope
I cheat destiny just to be near you.
I drove all the way home from Kent today and I had a lot of time to think.
It was wonderful.
Everyone else in the car eventually fell asleep and it was just me and my tunes :)
I loved it.
Sometimes I just get in these contemplative moods and I think about absolutely everything.
Probably think too much...because that's what I do
Over analyze EVERYTHING....and think till I can't think anymore
Oh well.
I'm in such a weird mood right now.
It's 1:20 in the morning and I just drove 2 1/2 hrs so you think I'd be tired, but strangely enough, I'm quite awake and feeling pensive.
Too bad it's late and no one probably cares to have a long conversation with me about random stuff.
And I'm feeling kinda lonely which I have no idea why...but then again most emotions aren't rational
Sometimes you seem to have really amazing friends and people who feel the same way about things as you do, yet you feel so alone in the world.
And every now and then, I get hit with it.
It's like no matter what, you won't be able to ever fully make sense to another person
I dont know..its a hard feeling to understand unless you've felt it before.
I find myself really wanting to be with Zachary right now. For some reason, I really miss him.
It's probably because he was on my mind a lot today while I was in Kent.
I feel like if I had a hug from him right now, I could go to sleep.
Oh well.
Another restless night for me.
Please don't drive me home tonight
Cause I don't want to feel alone...
Peace,
Marissa