College anxiety
With college creeping up on me, I'm having a lot of mixed feelings about everything...
I'm sooo ready to go....
But at the same time, I'm scared to leave all of this.
I guess everything just feels so weird.
The whole idea that nothing will ever be the same 17 days from now totally freaks me out.
I don't like change...for the most part
..but then again, who really does?
I really just want to be there already, living there and doing my own thing
I'm ready to be on my own
and this summer has just given me unnecessary time to sit around and over-analyze everything (Sarah sympathizes w/ me on this one)
It's driving me crazy.
I also suck at keeping in contact with people, even those I really care about
That scares me
I don't want to lose everyone here, but I know it's time to move on
I'm excited about it, I swear...it's just hard.
I know Grove City is going to be totally sweet, I'm just being stupid.
Anyway, I went college shopping some more with my mom tonight and that was a lot of fun.
I bought khaki shorts for the marquettes and a pair of pink dress sandals and a totally sweet messenger bag-it has a special compartment for my laptop which is awesome.
My room is so full of stuff for college that I'm running out of room to walk.
It's craziness...but so awesome.
Thanks Sarah for the talk....I think it's what you and I both needed. I love you.
We'd get so excited
We'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves
Thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be friends forever
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly.
Grove City College countdown: 17 days!!!!
~Marissa
I'm sooo ready to go....
But at the same time, I'm scared to leave all of this.
I guess everything just feels so weird.
The whole idea that nothing will ever be the same 17 days from now totally freaks me out.
I don't like change...for the most part
..but then again, who really does?
I really just want to be there already, living there and doing my own thing
I'm ready to be on my own
and this summer has just given me unnecessary time to sit around and over-analyze everything (Sarah sympathizes w/ me on this one)
It's driving me crazy.
I also suck at keeping in contact with people, even those I really care about
That scares me
I don't want to lose everyone here, but I know it's time to move on
I'm excited about it, I swear...it's just hard.
I know Grove City is going to be totally sweet, I'm just being stupid.
Anyway, I went college shopping some more with my mom tonight and that was a lot of fun.
I bought khaki shorts for the marquettes and a pair of pink dress sandals and a totally sweet messenger bag-it has a special compartment for my laptop which is awesome.
My room is so full of stuff for college that I'm running out of room to walk.
It's craziness...but so awesome.
Thanks Sarah for the talk....I think it's what you and I both needed. I love you.
We'd get so excited
We'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves
Thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be friends forever
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly.
Grove City College countdown: 17 days!!!!
~Marissa