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May 09, 2005 01:36

This totally blows. Armando is moving up North and he acts as if its all ok, which it isnt! I think that living half was accross the state is a BIG THING. Its so retarded. He doesnt even know...I try to tell him how I feel but he doesnt get it! Its like imtalking to a big little kid. I dont want to wait around for him forever while he goes and pleases everyone else but me. Sure it sounds concieded and selfish but WE have a FUTURE ahead of us. And his leaving isnt helping! His dad is old enough to take care of his own family. If anything armando should leave his house so his dad has one less mouth to feed. His dad is being freakin selfish too. THIS BLOWS!!! and it doesnt even matter if I bitch and whine, nothings going to change...nothing!!! Hes still going to leave and he's going to stay with his parents for his entire life! IM not going to wait for him to grow up and finally go out into the world. I already have one foot out the door of my house. If anything i'll end up moving to SD just so that I can start having friends. If he's leaving that what the hell am i going to do with so much free time? His leaving isnt a good idea, not a good idea at all... but he doesnt understand me anyway or what i feel. i think he doesnt even care.

LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS DONT WORK NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY TO JUSTIFY IT!!!

Take it from someone who knows...>< ITS NOT GOING TO WORK.

Sometimes i think im talking to a freakin wall. i dont know wy I care so much. if he wants to move fine. Its his loss.
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