Really, Life? Really?! Are you sitting back and laughing now? ARE YOU FREAKIN' KIDDING ME?!

There's something I really don't 'get' about the whole process of letting go and allowing life to work itself out. I mean, being non-possessive is one thing, I can see how that actually lessens the pain of struggle and loss, but so many people have found ( Read more... )

into uncertainty.

The last rambles and musing and rantings related to this particular issue. Didn't even try to make it interesting to read, however. It was like projectile mind vomit. Just needed to come out.

Being slightly more peaceful and clear minded this week affords me the opportunity to continue badgering you all with my journey in trying ( Read more... )

"This bridge was written to make you feel smittener
with my sad picture of girl getting bitterer
can you extract me from my plastic fantasy
i didnt think so but im still convinceable
will you persist even after i bet you..."

There are a few things that I have figured out. Too many that I have not but, one or two that I have. This is not an update post ( Read more... )

Namaskar!

Each one of us comes with a blueprint when we born. Some of the things on this blueprint are static and unchangable such as the limits or abilities that our DNA endows us with. A love and ability for math, science or creative writing might be part of this blueprint. However, we are all born with skills that and talents that might be ( Read more... )

I got the internship in Washington, DC.   Giddygiddygiddy...stop ( Read more... )

It's becoming rather clear that I won't be a getting a decent job anytime soon. I think that at this point I have become rather desensitized to all the wordless rejection notices that have come my way. To all those with decent jobs, go away, far, far, far away. This is not meant for you ( Read more... )

Greetings to all. I hope that you have all been well.

I have been so exceptionally tired the past few days and I imagine it is for a good reason. Having finished teaching a very hectic semester this summer my body has finally decided to turn off of it's 'workaholic' mode and is slowly crashing. I will need a good week to rest but first I have to ( Read more... )

Life deals you wild cards all the time. 
What does it all  mean?

Today I received a call from Target Corporation. I interviewed with them last month for a position in their regional centre and HQ. Last month HQ wanted to fly me out to Minneapolis to interview me but I could not go due to the present job that I have. Well, they still want to fly me ( Read more... )

Oh thank goodess, I thought that I was going to lose my mind over that profile. It's done now and over...it was difficult, this one was ( Read more... )