a new start for me...
So...
Nick Carlos lied to me and cheated on me.
He's a winner don't ya think!?
so im single again...
and it's lonely.
but anything is better than what i had, thats for sure.
No more having to wonder and be scared that he will get mad at me for whatever reason he decides to make up.
No more catching him in lies and having him continue to lie to me.
No more fearing that he's going to cheat on me... and knowing in my heart that he has... cuz that lie surfaced.
No more not being able to trust him. I dont have to worry about that at all cuz who cares now.
Back to being happy.
All I ever gave him was love.
I never EVER gave him a reason to not be able to trust me.
He threw away it all.
And now he doesn't have a snowflakes chance in hell to get me back.
His loss...
Now I have to try and kill the love I had for him.
Now I have to mend the broken peices.
In time, I will be fine...
The only sad part about all of this is while I'm healing, I think that in time, this is all going to be killing him inside... and for him, i shead tears.
Nick Carlos lied to me and cheated on me.
He's a winner don't ya think!?
so im single again...
and it's lonely.
but anything is better than what i had, thats for sure.
No more having to wonder and be scared that he will get mad at me for whatever reason he decides to make up.
No more catching him in lies and having him continue to lie to me.
No more fearing that he's going to cheat on me... and knowing in my heart that he has... cuz that lie surfaced.
No more not being able to trust him. I dont have to worry about that at all cuz who cares now.
Back to being happy.
All I ever gave him was love.
I never EVER gave him a reason to not be able to trust me.
He threw away it all.
And now he doesn't have a snowflakes chance in hell to get me back.
His loss...
Now I have to try and kill the love I had for him.
Now I have to mend the broken peices.
In time, I will be fine...
The only sad part about all of this is while I'm healing, I think that in time, this is all going to be killing him inside... and for him, i shead tears.