things are crazy...

[marmul7804]

i havent updated in i dont know how long... i pretty much forgot that i had this thing and i realize that not too many people still use these but i figured id write since i cant sleep. things this summer have been crazy, but im enjoying it. i cant believe its already the end of july:(:( im gonna miss this summer so much. all the drama, the trips to canada, hot tubbing at ash's, the numerous amounts of bonfires and so much more. im dating someone new, which is really really good for me. it turns out that i have a second chance with this amazing guy. i met kyle about 4 years ago in chicago for a youth group thing and at the time he was dating someone, so it wasnt really going to go anywhere and not too long ago he imd me because he still had my screenname for some reason, but any way. we started talking and just really hit it off. him and his ex broke up a while ago but were together for a long time. but we decided to take a shot at it, so thats where im at right now. im incredibly happy and couldnt ask for anything more than what i have. school pretty much sucks, i took one summer course and passed which is good but things just arent going to well with the whole school thing. i dont know how many of you know this or go to central, but i am not returning in the fall more than likely, im enrolled at macomb right now but i might transfer to mid michigan so i can still stay on centrals campus or near it so i dont have to give up on everything i have there. its a long story and i honestly do not want to get into it... but i will miss everyone from central so much! it is my second home and im sad that i may be losing such a big part of my life. i have made so many friends and memories and a whole new family up at school and it pains me to think about my life without all of you... im thinking this will be really good for me though and hopefully i can learn a lot about myself from all of this.
but as for now... today was a really interesting day, i went to cedar point with kyle and others and at first things were ok but they turned out not so wonderful, im just happy that everyones home and safe and things will work themselves out soon enough. im trying to learn not to worry so much about things, but its hard because thats honestly what i do best... im just gonna take things as they come and hopefully end up just as happy as i am now in the end. ok time for bed. goodnight everyone!