Jul 04, 2012 22:01
So, in the past 2.5 months I've stopped talking to someone I fell for and who started to know me well. I lost and separated from friends I had grown to know, trust, and love since moving to LA.
I've learned once again that I know what kind of people I want in my life. Unfortunately I severely misjudged several 'characters.'
Can't say it's been easy since I've been spending a lot of time alone. I had some fun times with those people and it's difficult still seeing them frequently... there's a bitterness that thinks every time "how could you say and do that, be that type of person." I guess I'll get over it eventually.
Time to start over again.
More dating. Met some interesting guys and guy friends... I've been partying, playing, living as a single 24 year old, but I need more girls in my life. All the friends who I'm still close to out here and I trust are still guys.... my best guy friend out here doesn't want to hear about my dates or guy issues... I'm pretty sure I'm secretly still his dream girl.