Look what you're doing... it's making me kinda like you.
I need to make a few decisions.
I already know the outcome of the worst case scenario.... and I can't even say it's a horrible outcome.
So why am I so afraid of actually doing it and facing these decisions?
.....Oh yeah, because I'm so comfortable with what's going on now I'm afraid it will end and things will go back to 'being friends.'
I don't want the magic tricks, card games, trivia, skating, thinking we're 10 year olds, and pillow talk to end just as much as I don't want the drinks, hugs, kisses, snuggles and everything else to as well.
Or maybe it's just because I love meeting people I can completely feel myself around and be happy.... and I don't ever want to not be happy.
I already know the outcome of the worst case scenario.... and I can't even say it's a horrible outcome.
So why am I so afraid of actually doing it and facing these decisions?
.....Oh yeah, because I'm so comfortable with what's going on now I'm afraid it will end and things will go back to 'being friends.'
I don't want the magic tricks, card games, trivia, skating, thinking we're 10 year olds, and pillow talk to end just as much as I don't want the drinks, hugs, kisses, snuggles and everything else to as well.
Or maybe it's just because I love meeting people I can completely feel myself around and be happy.... and I don't ever want to not be happy.