Apr 17, 2007 18:18
well everything is pretty shitty right now and i cant shake the horrible doom feeling.
i am still sofa sufing, sharing the most disgusting futon sofabe with sam(my housemate) and her dog, in the livingroom of the flat above the pub.
This constant having to try to find somewhere to hang and chaos of not having any private space, well generally lack of home is getting to me really rather badly. Neither sam or Will (who's livingroom we are sleeping in) go to bed till about 3am and i cant sleep at the moment so i am constantly exhausted and on edge. I can't find anywhere to relax.
And it all is going to carry on till next week as they say that electrical work needs to be done on the flat, and they have had 2 weeks to sort it out but haven't bothered, fucking estate agents.
As you can tell i am in an exessivelly low mood.
I just want somewhere quiet and safe, even if for just one night.