The epic psychobabbles of Incoherent Lady
Various exerpts from the big brother's email,
1) I would love to see you on Friday! Especially if you have your car! That's not just mildly interesting news!! You're crazy - you should be bouncing up on your seat from muscle convulsions...and stuff.
2) I got my car back too (woot) and now all it needs Is the blanket to complete it! Anyway it doesn't even matter since I needn't worry about having my car at all, since apparently I'll be getting picked up for the first time.
3) It's too bad about you and Brendan, and I'm not just saying that.
4) Call me - I'd really like to catch up with Incoherent Lady, as she was a nice little variation on Sarah. Perhaps some alter ego of some kind.
5)By the way, I've officially replaced the toilet paper with an actual box of Kleenex. And so now, the toilet paper is sitting next to on of the legs of my bed, if you wanted it back. lol, if in the rare occurence that you Wouildn't want it back, I'll probably end up keeping it for memory's sake. Unless I had no more toilet paper to use in the bathroom. Then it'd get used. lol!
And everyone, that is NJ, microsleeping. Boy, I gotta say that email perked up my dreary week, it was a bucket of laughs. What a kid.
So this weekend has been quite a riot, it's such an odd freedom being able to drive wherever, whenever, with whatever car I want. I've just refrained from taking Dad's Suburban because it makes me feel Dwarfish. Haha, seriously, it really is something different. I've been able to drive myself to piano rehearsals, to Tim Hortons, (where they were out of Plain Bagels, TWICE!) and to drive Jon to TaeKwonDo, or else school and his friends'. I like knowing that I'm not tied down, even if I feel somewhat obligated to stay at home and keep my mom company, which is fun at times. She's a crazy lady.
I can't believe midterms are in 2 weeks. In one way, I'm pretty confident because of the minimal amount of material we've done this term, and my marks have been quite a confidence booster. They are pretty normal marks up to date, but my averages are all pretty high despite the weird accumulative range of 77-100's, but who can complain. I'm only mildly worried about the English passage commentaries I have to do, those are coming up quickly and I've put them off rather long. Oh well, we've already established that I work spectacularly under pressure. Not the greatest thing since it allows for no flexibility, but it gets the job done. I can't say I'm proud of that, but then again I guess lots of people would kill for that skill. Haha, I rhyme.
I guess I should note that, the whole reason I'm home and skipping Monday classes is for the EMF. Two vocal and two violin classes tomorrow afternoon. I'm kinda pumped to see how I stack up to the other vocalists here in Estevan, after intensive training in Regina. If I skimp I'll be mad at myself, so I've got myself psyched out. Anyway, so that's that, and also on Saturday afternoon I decided to make use of mom's "season ticket" and watch some piano classes. The only two thoughts I had was that, if I was the teacher of those students I would be embarassed above the radar, and the other thought was "I want a plain bagel." It was horrible. But that's not for me to critisize, since I can barely play more than a few plunks on the keyboard. I did see Brigitte play though, that was a surprise. I haven't heard her play since like, Grade 7 or 8, so it was fun. Her mom didn't recognize me, which was very satisfactory in the oddest way possible - knowing that I've grown so much that people who have known me my entire life couldn't pick me out in a church housing like 10 people, when I'm wearing a brightish orange hoodie. Haha. Nathan calls it the 'man eating bug sucker', because it remotely resembles the color of those sucking bugs from King Kong.
There's not much else worth mentioning, other than I fell asleep to John Mayer on repeat last night and woke up at 2am to turn the player off. John Mayer's music and lyrics are comforting, in a way that no other music on repeat is. I mean, yeah I can fall asleep to All American Rejects, but not in the same happy way. If I were to do that, it'd be out of pure exhaustion or else the rocking motion of a car ride or something ridiculous like that. Well anyway enough of my rambling.
I forgot to mention that I was trying to infer whether I should buy the Veronicas CD, so I downloaded some of their stuff. Not too impressive on a whole, but their (1st or 2nd?) single is quite the song, and I must say it's catchy. It kind of reminds me of a certain someone. But anyway, they are good lyrics, so here you go and stay tuned for next time.
Love, Incoherent Lady.
oh no, don't go changing
that's what you told me from the start
thought you where something different
that's when it all just fell apart
like you're so perfect, and I can't measure up
well i'm not perfect, just all messed up
i was losing myself to somebody else
but now i see
i don't wanna pretend so this is the end
of you and me
cause the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
cause she's everything
everything I'm not
it's not like i need somebody
telling me where i should go at night
don't worry you'll find somebody
someone to tell how to live their life
cause your so perfect
and no one measures up
yeah all by yourself
you're all messed up
now wait a minute
because of you
i never knew all the things that had
hey don't you get it
i'm not going anywhere with you tonight
cause this is my life
but now i see
i don't wanna pretend
so this is the end of you and me
cause the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
cause she's everything
everything i'm not
1) I would love to see you on Friday! Especially if you have your car! That's not just mildly interesting news!! You're crazy - you should be bouncing up on your seat from muscle convulsions...and stuff.
2) I got my car back too (woot) and now all it needs Is the blanket to complete it! Anyway it doesn't even matter since I needn't worry about having my car at all, since apparently I'll be getting picked up for the first time.
3) It's too bad about you and Brendan, and I'm not just saying that.
4) Call me - I'd really like to catch up with Incoherent Lady, as she was a nice little variation on Sarah. Perhaps some alter ego of some kind.
5)By the way, I've officially replaced the toilet paper with an actual box of Kleenex. And so now, the toilet paper is sitting next to on of the legs of my bed, if you wanted it back. lol, if in the rare occurence that you Wouildn't want it back, I'll probably end up keeping it for memory's sake. Unless I had no more toilet paper to use in the bathroom. Then it'd get used. lol!
And everyone, that is NJ, microsleeping. Boy, I gotta say that email perked up my dreary week, it was a bucket of laughs. What a kid.
So this weekend has been quite a riot, it's such an odd freedom being able to drive wherever, whenever, with whatever car I want. I've just refrained from taking Dad's Suburban because it makes me feel Dwarfish. Haha, seriously, it really is something different. I've been able to drive myself to piano rehearsals, to Tim Hortons, (where they were out of Plain Bagels, TWICE!) and to drive Jon to TaeKwonDo, or else school and his friends'. I like knowing that I'm not tied down, even if I feel somewhat obligated to stay at home and keep my mom company, which is fun at times. She's a crazy lady.
I can't believe midterms are in 2 weeks. In one way, I'm pretty confident because of the minimal amount of material we've done this term, and my marks have been quite a confidence booster. They are pretty normal marks up to date, but my averages are all pretty high despite the weird accumulative range of 77-100's, but who can complain. I'm only mildly worried about the English passage commentaries I have to do, those are coming up quickly and I've put them off rather long. Oh well, we've already established that I work spectacularly under pressure. Not the greatest thing since it allows for no flexibility, but it gets the job done. I can't say I'm proud of that, but then again I guess lots of people would kill for that skill. Haha, I rhyme.
I guess I should note that, the whole reason I'm home and skipping Monday classes is for the EMF. Two vocal and two violin classes tomorrow afternoon. I'm kinda pumped to see how I stack up to the other vocalists here in Estevan, after intensive training in Regina. If I skimp I'll be mad at myself, so I've got myself psyched out. Anyway, so that's that, and also on Saturday afternoon I decided to make use of mom's "season ticket" and watch some piano classes. The only two thoughts I had was that, if I was the teacher of those students I would be embarassed above the radar, and the other thought was "I want a plain bagel." It was horrible. But that's not for me to critisize, since I can barely play more than a few plunks on the keyboard. I did see Brigitte play though, that was a surprise. I haven't heard her play since like, Grade 7 or 8, so it was fun. Her mom didn't recognize me, which was very satisfactory in the oddest way possible - knowing that I've grown so much that people who have known me my entire life couldn't pick me out in a church housing like 10 people, when I'm wearing a brightish orange hoodie. Haha. Nathan calls it the 'man eating bug sucker', because it remotely resembles the color of those sucking bugs from King Kong.
There's not much else worth mentioning, other than I fell asleep to John Mayer on repeat last night and woke up at 2am to turn the player off. John Mayer's music and lyrics are comforting, in a way that no other music on repeat is. I mean, yeah I can fall asleep to All American Rejects, but not in the same happy way. If I were to do that, it'd be out of pure exhaustion or else the rocking motion of a car ride or something ridiculous like that. Well anyway enough of my rambling.
I forgot to mention that I was trying to infer whether I should buy the Veronicas CD, so I downloaded some of their stuff. Not too impressive on a whole, but their (1st or 2nd?) single is quite the song, and I must say it's catchy. It kind of reminds me of a certain someone. But anyway, they are good lyrics, so here you go and stay tuned for next time.
Love, Incoherent Lady.
oh no, don't go changing
that's what you told me from the start
thought you where something different
that's when it all just fell apart
like you're so perfect, and I can't measure up
well i'm not perfect, just all messed up
i was losing myself to somebody else
but now i see
i don't wanna pretend so this is the end
of you and me
cause the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
cause she's everything
everything I'm not
it's not like i need somebody
telling me where i should go at night
don't worry you'll find somebody
someone to tell how to live their life
cause your so perfect
and no one measures up
yeah all by yourself
you're all messed up
now wait a minute
because of you
i never knew all the things that had
hey don't you get it
i'm not going anywhere with you tonight
cause this is my life
but now i see
i don't wanna pretend
so this is the end of you and me
cause the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
cause she's everything
everything i'm not