serious entry.
无 言 的 结 局
女 ：
曾经是对你说过这是个无言的结局
随着那岁月淡淡而去
我曾经说过如果有一天
将会离开你脸上不会有泪滴
男 ：
但我要如何如何能停止再次想你
我怎么能够怎么能够埋葬一切回忆
啊…让我再看看你
让我再说爱你 别将你背影离去
女 ：
分手时候说分手请不要说难忘记
就让那回忆淡淡的随风去
男 ：
也许我会忘记也许会更想你
也许已没有也许………
I knoe this is absolutely old and passe song....but nevertheless,it spells out the situation very well. The red parts sounds pretty unfeeling,but that's sort of how things are. Yes yes,for friends who know me well enough,will know that i can be the very feeling sort , but i am also capable of being unfeeling in certain situation.
I admit,to a certain extent,i am the ego sort as well. Perhaps as the youngest among my siblings,i'm a spolit brat in certain ways.I am also guilty of being overly-critical and cynical at times.Being a Virgo,"perfect" seems a familar word. Of course, nobody is perfect,but at least i try my best.,要 求 尽 善 尽 美 . I cannot stand shabby and half-fucked stuff. I can only present my best-self and best piece of work infront of others. Judgements and preceptions are bad stuff,but arent we all judging people all the time?Being so, i only wanna be judged positively. Sometimes,i wonder,does everyone in this world has some sort of double personality?A perceived-self(known to others) and true-self(unknown to others).We're (often) afraid of exposing ourselves and yet,we(many of us) cannot tolerant pretenious people, ie hypocrites. When you try to be straight-forward and candid, others judge you as being tactless and mabbe,prententious.
Just how contradicting and complicated can human beings be?
女 ：
曾经是对你说过这是个无言的结局
随着那岁月淡淡而去
我曾经说过如果有一天
将会离开你脸上不会有泪滴
男 ：
但我要如何如何能停止再次想你
我怎么能够怎么能够埋葬一切回忆
啊…让我再看看你
让我再说爱你 别将你背影离去
女 ：
分手时候说分手请不要说难忘记
就让那回忆淡淡的随风去
男 ：
也许我会忘记也许会更想你
也许已没有也许………
I knoe this is absolutely old and passe song....but nevertheless,it spells out the situation very well. The red parts sounds pretty unfeeling,but that's sort of how things are. Yes yes,for friends who know me well enough,will know that i can be the very feeling sort , but i am also capable of being unfeeling in certain situation.
I admit,to a certain extent,i am the ego sort as well. Perhaps as the youngest among my siblings,i'm a spolit brat in certain ways.I am also guilty of being overly-critical and cynical at times.Being a Virgo,"perfect" seems a familar word. Of course, nobody is perfect,but at least i try my best.,要 求 尽 善 尽 美 . I cannot stand shabby and half-fucked stuff. I can only present my best-self and best piece of work infront of others. Judgements and preceptions are bad stuff,but arent we all judging people all the time?Being so, i only wanna be judged positively. Sometimes,i wonder,does everyone in this world has some sort of double personality?A perceived-self(known to others) and true-self(unknown to others).We're (often) afraid of exposing ourselves and yet,we(many of us) cannot tolerant pretenious people, ie hypocrites. When you try to be straight-forward and candid, others judge you as being tactless and mabbe,prententious.
Just how contradicting and complicated can human beings be?