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Anyway, I haven't really updated this thing in a while, due to me not really feeling like wriging in this. I sometimes think that online journals are stupid, and if I really want people to know whats going on in my life that I would tell them, but I mean, with online shit you can't trust people, and then again, you have the fucking creeps who don't even know you reading your journal, or old friends who you can't stand still reading your journal even thought you don't care about them at all.
So lately, this past week was thanksgiving break, Isaac and I were together for the whole break and had a great time except when we were in Lewiston. It started off with watching movies on Tuesday night, we rented the Outsiders, and that was depressing as fuck. Then on Wednesday we layed in bed all day and then went to Joanne and Brett's house for a while, watched a movie or two, talked, drew pictures, then came back here and went to bed. Thursday, was thanksgiving, I had so much wine and turkey and I was ill. Friday was a show in Lewiston, I went to see Big Meat Hammer, but didn't end up seeing them cause Isaac and I got in a fight and he took off and I didn't know where he was or what happened to him, but then he came back. Daren drove us halfway home drunk, then I took over because it wasn't fucking safe at all. Then I showered, and went to bed. Yesterday, I went to an art museum in Rockland with Isaac. It was a really nice drive, then we went to my paretn'tssfdjsf house then to his place. I layed in bed all fucking day long today. I look like shit, Im fucking depressed, and am starting to hate people who I never thought I would hate before. People who I don't even know. People who lie.
On the other hand, I realyl want a fucking chick band, I think that would be awesome, and my friend Whitney who lives in Lewiston plays the bass or can sing, and I want Heather MAYOOOOOOOOOO in the band, with all this creative energy, I realyl think that something great could come out of it.
Fuck it. I smell terrible and need to shower, then go to bed.
So lately, this past week was thanksgiving break, Isaac and I were together for the whole break and had a great time except when we were in Lewiston. It started off with watching movies on Tuesday night, we rented the Outsiders, and that was depressing as fuck. Then on Wednesday we layed in bed all day and then went to Joanne and Brett's house for a while, watched a movie or two, talked, drew pictures, then came back here and went to bed. Thursday, was thanksgiving, I had so much wine and turkey and I was ill. Friday was a show in Lewiston, I went to see Big Meat Hammer, but didn't end up seeing them cause Isaac and I got in a fight and he took off and I didn't know where he was or what happened to him, but then he came back. Daren drove us halfway home drunk, then I took over because it wasn't fucking safe at all. Then I showered, and went to bed. Yesterday, I went to an art museum in Rockland with Isaac. It was a really nice drive, then we went to my paretn'tssfdjsf house then to his place. I layed in bed all fucking day long today. I look like shit, Im fucking depressed, and am starting to hate people who I never thought I would hate before. People who I don't even know. People who lie.
On the other hand, I realyl want a fucking chick band, I think that would be awesome, and my friend Whitney who lives in Lewiston plays the bass or can sing, and I want Heather MAYOOOOOOOOOO in the band, with all this creative energy, I realyl think that something great could come out of it.
Fuck it. I smell terrible and need to shower, then go to bed.