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well well well. apparently my mom only has one thing to be proud of and that would be that my sister is having a baby. that's been 9 months in the making. in MAY i graduate a full month before my nephew is born. that shit has been 2 1/2 years in the making and no mention while she talks to her dad on the phone in Puerto Rico who she barely speaks to. one would think she'd be excited about that as well. i'm the one who had to tell him about my graduation. that shit is ridiculous. i'm so depressed on top of that. shit is crazy. dunno if i'm gonna stay the whole night at my sisters baby shower at the end of the month. i mean she's been really fucked up to me. today for example she came by with her boyfriend and i just stayed in my room. she didn't even ask about me. her man came into my room after she walked out the front door to see how i was. i mean what type of shit is that. ::sigh:: i just want everything over with.