depression
I am really really shocked by the level of mental health care in this country. It's extremely low to non-existent. I miss, as I was just telling 0olong, my touchy-feely days of American therapy. Sometimes you just need some goddamned sympathy.
I just saw a doctor who recommended I try a month off of antidepressants and see how I feel, because I was experiencing insomnia on them. Now my emotions feel thick and slow, like they're moving through water. That's what it's like, I was gliding over the surface of my depression before, but now I'm diving in head first. Hopefully I can get over this... but I doubt it, since my mother and most of my aunts and grandmother have had depression. Oh well, here I go. :P
I just saw a doctor who recommended I try a month off of antidepressants and see how I feel, because I was experiencing insomnia on them. Now my emotions feel thick and slow, like they're moving through water. That's what it's like, I was gliding over the surface of my depression before, but now I'm diving in head first. Hopefully I can get over this... but I doubt it, since my mother and most of my aunts and grandmother have had depression. Oh well, here I go. :P