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things are so good right now. Jesse is back in CT (planning on moving to MA ASAP). We had our custody hearing on the 30th. and everything went well. we are going to share custody of her. Basically neither of us will pay the other one child support. he still owes me like $700. but he is going to pay me (hopefully) $250 this week and then get the rest back to me bit by bit. We have come to this mutual understanding that we will put the past behind us and concentrate on making Faiths life the best we can from this point on. I swear to God i was so stunned by how good things turned out. I expected a big ugly mess but it all went fine.
we had a party for Faith on saturday with all my friends and family. it was awesome. she really seemed to enjoy herself and got lots of toys and clothes and stuff. i'll try to post pics as soon as i can!
Things are going good with me and my new man. i miss him so much when i have to be in Gales Ferry for the weekend. I'm trying really hard to make this be a healthy relationship. considering every relationship ihave been in has been completely fucked up. i'm trying not to be possessive and controlling. its hard b/c by nature i am a very jealous person. Hopefully this relationship will last. I get scared of loosing him but i think the only way i will loose him will be if i get all psycho like i have in past relationships. which i'll be damned if i am gonna make the same mistakes again.
anyways...i'm going to go play guitar or do something productive. not having all these burdens and worries i actually feel like i can accomplish things! i guess this is what it feels like to have a normal life. hopefully it will sustain.
we had a party for Faith on saturday with all my friends and family. it was awesome. she really seemed to enjoy herself and got lots of toys and clothes and stuff. i'll try to post pics as soon as i can!
Things are going good with me and my new man. i miss him so much when i have to be in Gales Ferry for the weekend. I'm trying really hard to make this be a healthy relationship. considering every relationship ihave been in has been completely fucked up. i'm trying not to be possessive and controlling. its hard b/c by nature i am a very jealous person. Hopefully this relationship will last. I get scared of loosing him but i think the only way i will loose him will be if i get all psycho like i have in past relationships. which i'll be damned if i am gonna make the same mistakes again.
anyways...i'm going to go play guitar or do something productive. not having all these burdens and worries i actually feel like i can accomplish things! i guess this is what it feels like to have a normal life. hopefully it will sustain.