feeling not quite clean today as the facade goes away.........
Wow. things are just getting harder.
I'm slipping. I'm so scared that I am gonna snap. I just want him to call me and say, "Come back home. Lets put the past behind us." I'm starting to miss my husband. I wish i could have both--my life in Connecticut and my husband and my daughter. Why won't he let me have both?
Why did he take me away from it all? What is really going on in my husbands head? what was really been going on in his head all along?
I'm so cold here. I just need someone to hold me. But i am all fucking alone. I just need someone to hold me. This is so hard.
i failed the test and now i feel like i have no direction.
i don't want to die. i should want to die. I just want someone to hold me.
I'm slipping. I'm so scared that I am gonna snap. I just want him to call me and say, "Come back home. Lets put the past behind us." I'm starting to miss my husband. I wish i could have both--my life in Connecticut and my husband and my daughter. Why won't he let me have both?
Why did he take me away from it all? What is really going on in my husbands head? what was really been going on in his head all along?
I'm so cold here. I just need someone to hold me. But i am all fucking alone. I just need someone to hold me. This is so hard.
i failed the test and now i feel like i have no direction.
i don't want to die. i should want to die. I just want someone to hold me.