LAST NIGHT-AMAZING!
so last night...Anna, Emma, Jason, Jack, Keur, and AMY and some of their friends from high school headed down to the Magic Stick in detroit for a cd release party..SOOOOOO much fun! It was great to see Amy, i feel like we spent the entire night together, but there is still soo much to talk about..we briefly discussed her trip and my summer, but i'll see her soon, so we'll have to talk more! It was also nice to not have to drive to the bar...so i was able to get drunk..and oh i was soo drunk. Emma and I were talking by the pool tables and the next thing we know, it wsa Keur and I vs Jason and Emma....we would have won, i sunk the 8 ball but it was in the wrong hole damnit. Anyways, i was very shocked to see Keur. We aren't on good terms at all, but we did talk for a little bit the other night, nothing special though, only an 8 min convo...and it was hard to keep that going. There is defintely a lot of weirdness between us. He hugged me last night, but it was weird. It's so hard to believe that this is the same kid i was extremely close with all summer...he's like a totally different person. It's also like he transferred his feelings for megs to amy. He talked to me like he really was interested in me...but he never flirts with me like he was with Amy. She was shocked to hear when i told her how he was for the last half of the summer but also very proud of me that i like someone that ISN'T part of our group of friends...she's gonna be my toughest critic...she's almost more protective of me than the boys are and they are extremely protective of me. Anyways...she also likes someone and told me as i told Megs, that she didn't wanna be Keur's 2nd choice..i'm not at all worried. She said she'd try to figure out what was up with him, but all he said was that he was dealing with a lot of shit...that's more than the i'm stressed excuse he tried to pass off on me. Anyways...we left the Magic Stick early and went to some bar in Greek Town. On the way there, some guy was talking to Keur and I on the street, and was telling me how beautiful i was blah blah blah and trying to tell me that Keur thinks that too, im like umm..yeah right he doesn't even know i'm alive any more. I could have made soo many comments at that point, but i ignored it. The bar we went to in greek town...was a lot of fun! but at that point I wasn;t about to start drinking again, i was sooooo drunk and if i drank, i might have gotten sick. Jack was nice enough to drive all of us back to Anna's to pick up our cars...i left my jelly bellies in Liz's car..oops! Amy and I are gonna tan this week, we still have lots more to talk about. I am glad she met this guy or a few guys that she really likes. They treat her like a princess, which is what i've been telling her for soo long, that she needs a guy like that. I can't wait for her to come see the show with me, her approval means the world to me, if she doesn't approve, i'm not even gonna go for it, but i can't see why she wouldn't. Anyways, i didn't get home til almost 4, i woke up at 10ish, it's now almost 1230..i think im gonna go back to bed,..i really wanna go to EL tonight to see Scotty...i miss him...i am sure i can prob convince him to scoot over...lol