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Another audition. Another callback list without my name on it.
It's moments like this that make me wonder if I'm just not talented enough. I felt like I had a strong audition. But, obviously, it doesn't matter what I think. I just don't understand how NO ONE wants me. One or two bad auditions or disappointing results here and I think "yeah ok" but when it's this many I wonder if I just don't have it. I hope not. I mean, being able to act is something that defines me. Or it did--I'm not sure now. I just wish I knew what it was. If I'm not good enough, yeah it hurts but tell me so I can stop and do something else.
It's moments like this that make me wonder if I'm just not talented enough. I felt like I had a strong audition. But, obviously, it doesn't matter what I think. I just don't understand how NO ONE wants me. One or two bad auditions or disappointing results here and I think "yeah ok" but when it's this many I wonder if I just don't have it. I hope not. I mean, being able to act is something that defines me. Or it did--I'm not sure now. I just wish I knew what it was. If I'm not good enough, yeah it hurts but tell me so I can stop and do something else.