Where have you gone?
In my mixed up, crazy life I completely forgot about this thing. Usually since I'm perfect I remember everything, but other issues have been getting in the way. For anyone who was at the game yesterday, it was great seeing you guys and we need to do this more often! I am still pursuing Samantha and I don't care about whether or not she gets married because after one night with me she'll forget that idiot existed! Not like I'm an obsessive fan or anything (sic!) but she really is just a beautiful, nice woman who could do better (with me!).
In real life, the other man that has been intruding on my exclusive relationship with my mom is turning into a real pain in the butt! Why? Because he's an OK guy. Trust me I tried to find something on him, but I couldn't. I'm surprised I'm having a difficult time with this whole situation. My mom has been in other relationships, but there weren't any that I didn't know about right away. The fact that she was "hiding" this one in the beginning freaked me out and somehow I knew the other guys would go, but I can't read this one. I want my mom to be happy and it's not like she's marrying the guy, at least not now, but I guess it's just that all our life it has been me and her against the world and all we mostly had was each other and that was enough. I was talking to my shrink about this and she said it's probably because I fell like he's intruding (duh!) and that maybe the anger and hostility I feel isn't toward him, but it might be toward my mother. At first I got angry at her for saying that, but now since I think about it there actually can be SOME truth in that. Enough about my psychological woes.
Tomorrow colinsgirl is graduating from Emerson College. I generally don't care whether you go or not (although I know you are), but don't feel so much pressure to please everyone. As you say to me "Screw Them!". I think ceremonies are stupid too and I know that you're a big deal around certain parts which can cause even more stress, but try to make the best of it, work them and get good freebies! I'm proud of you either way and just think of it as your induction into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame and you'll enjoy it a lot more! As for me, it's my day too officially, however the only thing i get is too finally pick up my degree since technically I was a part of last years ceremony. I stretched out my requirements so we could do this on the same day and boy do I have the gifts for you!!
The Matrix blew me away and I can't wait to see it again! Also yesterday I got to see Joe Perry, the guitarist for Aerosmith at The House of Blues. I got to touch his hand... and his hair!! He's the nicest guy and I have his autograph on a napkin and I have to develop my photos of him and us today. Life is almost great!
In real life, the other man that has been intruding on my exclusive relationship with my mom is turning into a real pain in the butt! Why? Because he's an OK guy. Trust me I tried to find something on him, but I couldn't. I'm surprised I'm having a difficult time with this whole situation. My mom has been in other relationships, but there weren't any that I didn't know about right away. The fact that she was "hiding" this one in the beginning freaked me out and somehow I knew the other guys would go, but I can't read this one. I want my mom to be happy and it's not like she's marrying the guy, at least not now, but I guess it's just that all our life it has been me and her against the world and all we mostly had was each other and that was enough. I was talking to my shrink about this and she said it's probably because I fell like he's intruding (duh!) and that maybe the anger and hostility I feel isn't toward him, but it might be toward my mother. At first I got angry at her for saying that, but now since I think about it there actually can be SOME truth in that. Enough about my psychological woes.
Tomorrow colinsgirl is graduating from Emerson College. I generally don't care whether you go or not (although I know you are), but don't feel so much pressure to please everyone. As you say to me "Screw Them!". I think ceremonies are stupid too and I know that you're a big deal around certain parts which can cause even more stress, but try to make the best of it, work them and get good freebies! I'm proud of you either way and just think of it as your induction into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame and you'll enjoy it a lot more! As for me, it's my day too officially, however the only thing i get is too finally pick up my degree since technically I was a part of last years ceremony. I stretched out my requirements so we could do this on the same day and boy do I have the gifts for you!!
The Matrix blew me away and I can't wait to see it again! Also yesterday I got to see Joe Perry, the guitarist for Aerosmith at The House of Blues. I got to touch his hand... and his hair!! He's the nicest guy and I have his autograph on a napkin and I have to develop my photos of him and us today. Life is almost great!