Jul 27, 2006 00:04
crys from afar is all i hear in my head at the current moment.... for what, i can't decipher. i really wish my hearing was better so i could understand what they were trying to tell me. ohh well, right? i'll strap on my rocket boots and blast off in the opposite direction to avoid confrontation.... yeah, that'll work for now. "I'm being dumb again", i have to keep telling myself over and over. I'm definatly over analyzing things again... and what for... nothing, something i don't even have. Things will be better in time i know, even now, i truely have nothing to worry about... perhaps when the abode i live in changes to a village, instead of this straw hut in the middle of a vast forrest, i'll find that thing that i'm seeking. Perhaps i can get a job where all i do is ramble and tell stories... i'd be good at that, considering all i do is ramble about nonsense.... and supposedly my stories are way out there, but obvious that they are not made up. Ohh, i certianly have a story for just about everything, that's for sure. And those things that i don't.... i can land something in the same ball park definatly. Life is like that to me... constintly handing me nothing, where i usually see gold.
ohh and there's that phone call i've been waiting for........