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i'm trying not to think of certain things... like the future... i'm trying to ignore certain feelings... but i can't help it sometimes. I like the thought of it all and it always makes me smile, big... As the speakers blair the sounds of soothing music i pull my legs up to my chest and hold them there wishing for those things. Then i realize the other things that are going to happen and it makes me scared to get to attached to that idea.
see also: complex
see also: complex