Kryptonite
Hi everyone listen up because this entry is maybe the most important one I will ever write.
Lately I have been in a pretty big depression that I couldn't seem to get out of. I mean I would force myself to smile and have a positive attitude, but I just felt so empty. I realize now that I was tired. That's all it really is. I am so tired of the way my life is going. I have been blessed with some of the best friends I could ever hope for. I mean I love you guys more than i can even begin to tell you. And I know that you guys love me. (Even if Grant wont say it.) But I am just so tired of being so strong. I feel like I am everyone's superman. I feel like everyone expects me to be this rock they can lean on but no one wants to know that I have been so miserable lately, and lonely. Well I am doing something for me. Something I doubt everyone will understand but damn it I can't go on being like this. So I am going to do the one thing that will make me happy again. I love you guys and I wont ever let you down, so please understand that I am not settling or giving up. I am doing what is right no matter what I have said in the past or people think. I don't care anymore. It isn't worth me wearing this happy mask all the time if it isn't true. Now it is time for Mark. I know that those who care about me will be just as happy as i am. And those who arn't.... Well, you can go fuck yourself. ;-)
Sincerely,
Superman
Lately I have been in a pretty big depression that I couldn't seem to get out of. I mean I would force myself to smile and have a positive attitude, but I just felt so empty. I realize now that I was tired. That's all it really is. I am so tired of the way my life is going. I have been blessed with some of the best friends I could ever hope for. I mean I love you guys more than i can even begin to tell you. And I know that you guys love me. (Even if Grant wont say it.) But I am just so tired of being so strong. I feel like I am everyone's superman. I feel like everyone expects me to be this rock they can lean on but no one wants to know that I have been so miserable lately, and lonely. Well I am doing something for me. Something I doubt everyone will understand but damn it I can't go on being like this. So I am going to do the one thing that will make me happy again. I love you guys and I wont ever let you down, so please understand that I am not settling or giving up. I am doing what is right no matter what I have said in the past or people think. I don't care anymore. It isn't worth me wearing this happy mask all the time if it isn't true. Now it is time for Mark. I know that those who care about me will be just as happy as i am. And those who arn't.... Well, you can go fuck yourself. ;-)
Sincerely,
Superman