Oct 25, 2005 17:33
So today I did just about nothing. I mean I did stuff but only things that in the long run will amount to nothing. I find this interesting considering there are so many things that I need to do. Oh how I wish i had the money to hire a man to beat the living shit out of me to make me do the stuff I need to do.
I am dropping Anthropology. I am not proud of it. i let it slip through my fingers and now I'm afraid it is better off dropped. I am so mad at myself but I am not mad enough. Not enough to get som work done. I wish i were stronger.
The only reason I am writing this is because I don't want to do real work. OK I need to go. i need to do real work.
Do you think I actually will????????