Jun 07, 2008 19:56
I've been saying for a while that when I turn 18, I'm going to leave the Titans. Leave Jump City. Now it's about two months away and I can barely believe it's happening. I've spent so much of my life here. I've met so many people. I've fallen in love... fallen out of love. I've learned so much in the five years I've been here.
I've been packing up my things lately. I never really thought I'd get so much. Dlet's bonsai has seen better days, and the orb that Samus gave me, too. That fell off the dresser and has a chip in it. I can't remember how long it's been there. Ed's crystal, I've been keeping safe. And Wendel's jewelry, even if it's a bit dirty. My dress, too. I haven't worn that in so long. I've still got to find everything else. My room is a sty. But that shouldn't surprise anyone.
Raven came back, but it was so quick it was barely enough time to catch up. I got to tell her I never stopped loving her, though. Which is true. Once someone's changed you as much as she changed me, you're lucky if you stop thinking about them for even a minute.
Heh... this was our song. I can't believe I still remember all the words.
I'll try to keep updating anyone who's still reading this. It's not like I have much else to do -- mod is falling out of fashion again, so the store's been really slow (and Neil isn't very happy about it, let me tell you internet), and I'm all but alone here in the Tower. Cyborg, Raven, Robin, Garfield, and now Starfire, too. They all left. I said See-More could live here, but we never really see each other. Half the time I don't even know where he is.
I'm surprised the criminals haven't taken over by now, but I haven't even had one call in the past month.
Maybe it's time for this city to finally get some peace.
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