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Feb 25, 2011 02:39

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Hey, can I ask you guys a favor?

[Private to Derek]
Hey, Derek. Sokka said Donnie was passing on a message from you - that you were ready to give it a try? So when would you like to do this?

[Filtered 100 percent away from Sokka]Hey, everyone. I know it's incredibly lousy timing, but it's Sokka's ( Read more... )

taking care of business, i really hope this works, looking for momo-sitters, bwahahah, everyone has an inner troll

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[Voice | Locked 100%] derek_bliss February 25 2011, 11:48:34 UTC
[Derek stares at the journal for a long time before he answers. Because that definitely wasn't what he'd said to Donnie. Or so he thought.

...sigh]

...I think he misunderstood me. I told him to go look for you and help take a look at the stuff. Figured that brain of his might be able to analyze it a bit more with you before I agreed to it.

[And if it still looked iffy, to try and talk you out of it, Katara.]

At any rate, should probably wait until after the draft.

[In case you need it there.]

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[Voice | Locked 100%] markofthebrave February 26 2011, 05:07:48 UTC
Oh. [Well... that makes a little more sense. But. There is no way she's giving up.]

Although I'm not really sure you can analyze something from the Spirit Oasis. But I don't see why it should have to wait. They give you whatever you want out there, you just can't bring it back.

[So she can get a refill if it's needed on the field.]

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[Voice | Locked 100%] derek_bliss February 26 2011, 05:21:00 UTC
[asajd quh90h8ijh io!!@%353, kid!

Breathe. Okay.]

Just...wait. You have more important things to worry about right now, and I'm not going anywhere. It can wait.

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[Voice | Locked 100%] markofthebrave February 26 2011, 05:51:52 UTC
[But I might be. She pauses, for a moment, to try to find a way to phrase that better. Katara's not - scared, not really. And she doesn't really think this will happen. But going up against people who can take all her powers away from her? She's been training hard with the bo. But she's just not sure that's going to be enough.]

...we both know that there are wounds that, even if I had all the spirit water in the world, I wouldn't be able to heal. [Headshots, for example. You died out there, after all. Katara can't rule out the possibility... It takes an effort to keep her voice steady and free of fear, but she manages it. Instead it's slow, like she's feeling her way with her words.]If I end up coming back without my bending, then it won't matter if I still have the Spirit Water. There won't be anything I can do. And I don't know anyone else who heals here like I can. I don't want to lose the chance to help you. There are two days before the draft, and if you call me any time before then, I'll come. Because I think ( ... )

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[Voice | Locked 100%] derek_bliss February 26 2011, 06:07:41 UTC
If you come back without your water bending, you can ask John in a few months to bring it back, [Derek says this quietly, patiently.]. So you won't lose the chance.

...Not like me. That's already been proven by the mess they made bringing me back from the last draft.

Your soul will still be whole; you'd just have to wait to fix the rest of it. They can't fix mine, though. It's beyond their reach. And I can wait. I have to anyway, for everyone's sake.

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[Voice | Locked 100%] markofthebrave February 26 2011, 06:32:48 UTC
[Katara doesn't really want to think about herself after death, and she really, really doesn't want to think about herself without bending, so she is going to focus on the important part here.

And the important part is that he's holed up in a cave, away from everyone, too scared of himself to be with anyone, and with this horrible thing gnawing at him. She could help beat it back, she just knows she can - why won't he let her?]

So how long do you plan on waiting, Derek? When do you get to decide when's a good time to let me try it? Why should you have to stay out there any longer than you have to? If it doesn't work, it won't work, and you can keep waiting. Isn't it better to know?

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[Voice | Locked 100%] derek_bliss February 26 2011, 06:42:38 UTC
Katara.

[He takes a minute, gathering his words before speaking. When he does finally start, his voice is measured and calm and almost detached.]

That is your only vial, right? The only one that you have here, in the enclosure. And we don't know that it'll work...or even if it might backfire.

...and even if it does work, someday, I'll go home. To the very moment that I left. And, probably, in the same condition that I was when I got here.

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[Voice | Locked 100%] markofthebrave February 26 2011, 07:03:19 UTC
I know that. But you also won't remember anything that happened here - so how long are you going to live in Someday?

[She does not LIKE this detachment. This is your life, and the lives of everyone around you! You should be fighting for it! What are you so afraid of?]

And if all you're worried about is that it would get used up if it didn't work - don't. There are more and better healers here then I've seen anywhere else. Nala can heal broken bones in minutes! [Like... hers. Just the other day.]

[...and this more quietly.] Besides. It's my water. Not yours. You can decide whether or not you want me to help you, but when you do leave out worrying about 'wasting it.' Because, for me? Even if it doesn't work, knowing that I used it to try to help a friend is worth it.

[She would have used it on a scar, Derek. How much more your condition?]

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[Voice | Locked 100%] derek_bliss February 26 2011, 07:14:36 UTC
[He's not afraid...he's just hit that acceptance that all hunters on his world do, when they get to the end of the line. He'll fight, he'll go down fighting, but it'll be on his terms...

And not at the possible expense of someone else.]

I hear you. And I'm still going to ask you to wait. Just wait.

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[Voice | Locked 100%] markofthebrave February 26 2011, 07:27:56 UTC
I'll 'wait' if you promise you'll think about about what is going to make you decide to stop waiting.

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[Voice | Locked 100%] derek_bliss February 26 2011, 07:29:09 UTC
I'll think about it.

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[Voice | Locked 100%] markofthebrave February 26 2011, 08:01:20 UTC
Thank you.

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[Voice | Locked 100%] derek_bliss February 26 2011, 12:56:05 UTC
You guys be careful.

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[Voice | Locked 100%] markofthebrave February 27 2011, 02:11:30 UTC
We will be.

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