Aug 15, 2004 17:26
So, I guess now that everythings good and I understand highschool, I actually love it. The only thing I dont like about it, is the fact that I see Kyle there. I have him for 3rd hour lunch. And hes with my friends, and Im with his friends, So we end up hanging out and talking. Its just wierd that hes going out with Stacy. They used to call eachother brother and sister, I mean they acted like brother and sisters would act. And now there like, making out..I dont know, I think its more of me just being jealous, then realising how fucking lucky Kyle is to have such an awsome girl like stacy.
I finally got everyone to tell me why Logan, and Jenny, and Maggie totally hated me last year, its so funny.. its because I "changed"
I guess, finally wanting to be comfetable, in your style, is changing, instead of being yourself. Who knows, maybe Im just a big poser, If I'am I dont feel it in my heart, and I dont see it when I look in the mirror, Before I use to be concited, I use to look in every mirror I saw, actually I still do that, just now Im not as impressed, I know Im still pretty, but before I could get any guy I wanted, but now I only like a few guys, because my boy style has totally changed, because I realised the boys I were liking, were all idiots.
Theres only one boy I like at highschool, that I "like"...Hes so fucking adorable, Hes like 5 ft tall, MY SIZE!!!! and he wears black black girl pants, I mean there like the exact deffinition of girl pants, there so tight, I couldnt fit into them even if I tried, and lost 2398243 pounds, thats how fucking tight they are...lol..and he has black/blonde/brown hair, its always messy I cant tell.
Ergh, plus my gay ass cusion goes there, I fucking hate him
Im going to shut up now kthx <333
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