Still can't belive your gone!

Oct 02, 2003 19:49

In so many ways your missing so much! (I'm finally 16!)

In so many ways I miss you.

In so many ways your absense is the reason this family is falling apart.

Mom cant stop thinking of you...She cries evrey night, i couldent imagine once sharing a bed for 21 years....then suddenly having it empty.

Your gone!

But in so many ways your there for me.....just watching over.. helping me make the right choices, i mean come one all this stuff just cant happen by chance or quadince!

YOUR GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And i still cant even begin so conive that fact!!!!

Sun flowers for Ronald Lang

Thank you for forgiving
Hurtful things I've done as a child
Adolescent or man
Thank you for embracing a flaxen-haired baby
Although I'm aware you had doubts
I guess anybody'd have had doubts

Please be at peace father
I'm at peace with you
Bitterness isn't worth cling to
After all the anguish we've all been through

Thank you for the mountains
The lake of the clouds
I'm picturing you and me there right now
As the crystal cascades showered down

STRANGE TO FEEL THAT PROUD, STRONG MAN
GRIP TIGHTLY TO MY HAND
HARD TO SEE THE LIFE INSIDE
WANE AS THE DAYS WENT BY
TRYING TO PERSERVE EACH WORD
HE MURMERED IN MY EAR
WATCH A PART OF MY LIFE…DISAPPEAR………

Father, thanks for reaching out and lovingly
Saying that you've always been proud of me
I needed to feel that so desperately
You're always alive inside of me
Now you're shining like
A sunflower up in the sky
Way up high

RIP Oct 31st 2002 3:40 Am
We all Miss you!
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