tabie im sure i'll forgive bro but forgeting is something ive never been good at !!!!!!
happy 25th b- day to me ........
things have been so crazy i feel like im dreaming ....... the line has been drawn in the sand ..... sides have been chosen and friendship along with marriage seems to be a dying institution ...... loyalty is a very relative statement ...... being loyal to one person doesnt make you a loyal person ....... they say you cant teach an old dog new tricks ...... and it seems ive got alot of strays in my life ........
much like other times in my life where ive found myself alone ...... ive spent alot of time in a calm relaxing place to think .... about my future ..... about my path in this world ...... id like to think that these past events havent bothered me .... that ive been stronger then ever dealing with these issues ....... but i cant ...... i feel more beat down by the world then ever before ....... lyes hurt worst when they come from ppl you care about ...... and no matter how hard you try to escape the drama life brings there's always a couple of laguna beach fans that will drag you in head first ! ahahah
i know that there is some lesson to learned from all this ...... but i'll be dammed if i can see it thru all this hatred ..........
i am who i am ...... no better no less .... take me as a whole or dont take me at all ......
p.s
helping me move doesnt excuse lying to me andrea ....... but how would you know that ..... you cant even be honest about your birthday ........
markes
things have been so crazy i feel like im dreaming ....... the line has been drawn in the sand ..... sides have been chosen and friendship along with marriage seems to be a dying institution ...... loyalty is a very relative statement ...... being loyal to one person doesnt make you a loyal person ....... they say you cant teach an old dog new tricks ...... and it seems ive got alot of strays in my life ........
much like other times in my life where ive found myself alone ...... ive spent alot of time in a calm relaxing place to think .... about my future ..... about my path in this world ...... id like to think that these past events havent bothered me .... that ive been stronger then ever dealing with these issues ....... but i cant ...... i feel more beat down by the world then ever before ....... lyes hurt worst when they come from ppl you care about ...... and no matter how hard you try to escape the drama life brings there's always a couple of laguna beach fans that will drag you in head first ! ahahah
i know that there is some lesson to learned from all this ...... but i'll be dammed if i can see it thru all this hatred ..........
i am who i am ...... no better no less .... take me as a whole or dont take me at all ......
p.s
helping me move doesnt excuse lying to me andrea ....... but how would you know that ..... you cant even be honest about your birthday ........
markes