sometimes it just seems to good to be true
i hate moving ............ i hate unpacking and everyother fucking thing that rolls with it ............ my room still looks like shit and i i dont know where half my stuff is ............ on the bonus side .................. work is amazing ................. at least for now i like being there ............. i hope this continues ...... id love to think i can keep living this life but there has to be a pay out ........... there has to be some reward ! ............ i just hope im there when it comes ..........
as for the rest of my recent fight with life experience ........... the loss of friends is something im having trouble dealing with ........... living in a town like this brings its fare share of ( around the way friends ) ............... but the ones that mean something are always the hardest to lose .............. i mean regardless of what the reason ..... be it there time to go ....... or there life taking them towards different opportunities ............... losing them still sucks ........ and moving on seems tuff ................... i really hope i get better at dealing with this ...........
till the next fight with bordum
that motherfucking mark
as for the rest of my recent fight with life experience ........... the loss of friends is something im having trouble dealing with ........... living in a town like this brings its fare share of ( around the way friends ) ............... but the ones that mean something are always the hardest to lose .............. i mean regardless of what the reason ..... be it there time to go ....... or there life taking them towards different opportunities ............... losing them still sucks ........ and moving on seems tuff ................... i really hope i get better at dealing with this ...........
till the next fight with bordum
that motherfucking mark