do you

[markersncrayons]

do you ever just feel like the worse person in the world
that noone cares
that you arent going to grow up
that you wish someone was here to hold you
that youll never climb out of the hole youve fallen in?
thats how i feel , it goes away, and comes back.
each time it hits i just need to be held and loved and told im beautiful.
and it doesnt happen. and this time is worse than all other.
i cant stop crying..and i cant breathe.
i wish someone would help me.
put me on meds, lock me away, just help me.
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fucking.christ.