Jun 24, 2006 20:10
Well I guess it leaves one week until the boys are gone. I'd like to have a farewell party for them on saturday (canada day), if anyone has any ideas as to what we can do, please let me know. I'm having a difficult time excepting this. I mean they are all pretty much my best friends and now their leaving. I feel like i'm being left alone. My routine was to know that they were there and i can call whenever or go to the bar with people. No one else likes the bar, nor that one. I feel like a mother letting go of her children, all grown up now. That and its been 5 years that turner has been right there, and now he'll be so far away. Definately not a walk across the street. I miss Ed and Quill too. I think she and I were getting closer, but now she's gone and we basically have to start all over when they come back. I dunno i guess i'm just realizing how lonely it will be without the gang. I kinda wish i just said 'fuck it' and go too, but i know i can't. not with school and my job. Sigh...
In other news I changed my major at university. I hate nursing so i'm not doing it, i decided to major in psychology and minor in art. Alot of changes, but thats how life is. You deal your cards how you want them.