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i know i was gonna stop this thing, but i guess i'm not ready yet. i've had to go to the hospital this weekend because i was hemmorhaging for 6 days. they took some blood and did some tests and told me not to walk or do too much activity. fine the doctor was also supposed to book me an ultrasound and take some more tests and give me my results of the blood tests. they took a pregnancy test too, to see if that's why i was bleeding. it is now monday and i've called the hospital about 4 times and no one is letting me know anything. the ultrasound people won't call me to let me know my appointment and the er won't give me my test results, saying the doctor will be calling me to speak with me. ok now i'm fucking scared, i thought it was probably nothing but its now day 8 and the bleeding won't stop, i take the pills he gave me and they aren't helping. i called my family doctor to see if he could do something but his bitch secretary said he's out of town and its my problem to deal with. nice, i called my gyno and he's booked solid. i'm at my wits end, i missed 2 days of work cause i was supposed to be in bed, went to the cle instead, and some bitch is now trying to get me fired saying that i'm a no show at work. so now i have to go to the union and complain that i have a legitimate reason, seeing how i have a doctor's note too, but she is so fucked up. everytime my phone rings i get panicked now, waiting for the doctor. i hope to god i'm okay and nothing too serious is happening to me. i've had such bad luck lately and this is the icing on the cake. please god, let me be alright.